Welcome to me..

So it's taken me about a week to try find the right way to start my blog. There is just so many ways to go about this, and so much to tell you. I figured my opening is the way I will be perceived by you. Then I thought bugger it. I've cared for too long about how people pigeonhole me, so I started this blog I guess to show you we are not all the same. To put it plainly I'm a young mum, 19 to be exact, so it's automatically assumed I was some foolish teenager than got herself knocked up. In reality though, I was a young girl fortunate enough to meet the love of my life at a young age. After 2 years of spending every second together, we decided to start a family.

I guess with young age comes an abundance of fertility, because 1 month later we were pregnant. Over the moon was an understatement, we would sit up all night planning our lives together. Unfortunately, just five weeks into the pregnancy I miscarried. It was horrible to experience such extreme emotions in such a small amount of time. I told myself it just wasn't meant to be and tried again. Once again, overjoyfully seeing them 2 lines. Although this time it felt different, butterflies in my tummy. I struggled to contain my excitement and find the right words to tell my partner that we were once again expecting.

Now like I had said this time around it was a different feeling. I couldn't wait to tell our families. We had not told them we were planning on trying, we didn't need to hear their judgments. Although, it went surprisingly well. We told his family first.Seeing as our sesame seed would be the 5th grandchild. It was all positive from that end. My family was very different. It had always just been my mum, my sister, and I. With me being the oldest my good news was greeted with tears and a storm out.

9 months down the track we had moved into our own house which I had proudly turned into a home. I guess the whole nesting stage helped somewhat. We welcomed our little girl. I shall refer to her as "the princess" because at 16months old she thinks she is all that and some.

At this moment In time we are living back in my hometown. I am working part time along with the full-time plus overtime that is being a mother. Whilst H ( for hubby ) is proudly supporting his family. Along with being the amazing daddy and favorite that he is.

I am sure over time I will fill you in on the ins and outs on how we got from there to here. But for now I want to say welcome to me. And a hello to my followers. All 0 of them. *snickers* .